Date:	2002-07-01 09:28
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	quixotic
Music:	Incubus- I Miss You

life is good... what else can i say... katie's very hott ex boyfriend (eric) wants to chill with me... i survived the prom... i'm seeing weezer/dashboard confessional, the strokes/white stripes and going to vans warped tour... what a great summer it's been so far... i really have high hopes for this summer... it will probably be the best summer i've ever had... kismet essentially affords me total freedom... yea so in today's newsday they name who got arrested for the vandalism and obscene signs... i really feel horrible about angela considering it wasnt her... off to kismet... :o)

Date:	2002-06-21 08:55
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	relieved
Music:	dixie chicks- cowboy take me away

school's finally over... i never have to walk into that building as a junior again... or park illegally in the parking lot... summer officially starts today and i'll be spending the day at the beach adn then off to work... i'll be home around 10:30 tonight... work is gunna be craaaaaaaaazy this weekend bc of the gorgeous weather... prom in 5 days... last oak saturday nite should prove to be interesting... let's just hope the owners dont decide to come out this weekend...i'm missing optimum tanning time right now... off to the beach i am... later

Date:	2002-06-03 10:00
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm
Music:	foo fighters- everlong acoustic

took today off for the sake of my mental well- being... so far i've cleaned my room... my mom wants me to go shopping with her... i'm gunna was my car and do all the hw i didnt do this weekend... today is going to be a productive day

Date:	2002-05-31 23:49
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	drained
Music:	NO WAY- THE LAKERS GAME IS ON DUMBASS

Kismet is hell... i took the 2:55 there and didnt get home until after 10:30 bc my car floated down maple ave... i should have just had tim (my new crush) drive me home... i have the SAT II tomorrow morning at bay shore so i'll get to see him then we're working together tomorrow afternoon... time for bed

Date:	2002-05-18 07:53
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Pink- Just Like A Pill

Well, I worked yesterday afternoon... I'm beginning to see how bizarre Andy and Paul are... Let's just say there was a chocolate reddi whip incident... i'm going over on the 10:50 ferry today... it should be empty... i don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing... my mom's going to be pissed if they send me home early again... she wants me to get another job... sounds like fun right... 2 field trips on a 4 day week... this week is going to be a joke... oh well... later

Date:	2002-05-14 16:03
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cranky
Music:	jack johnson- poor taylor (acoustic)

grrrrrrrrrrrr... APES AP exam tomorrow... def not going to school until 11... i have a shitload of work to do for chizik... my creative writing portfolio is coming along quite nicely... so cal wants me to go on a "date" with on of george's friends friday night... it should be interesting... well i'm going back to looking at colleges online... maybe take a nap... later gator

Date:	2002-05-12 10:41
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry
Music:	jack johnson- rodeo clowns (acoustic)

WELL... last night was--- interesting... it's always fun being the only one not drinking or smoking (weed that is)... but i have to admit i did have fun... although i still smell like cigar smoke... i got up this morning at the crack of dawn to go volunteer at that run thing... now i'm thinking about all the homework i have to do today... that includes the spanish essay and oral and my creative writing portfolio... oh yea and the APES AP exam is this week and I really don't plan on studying for it at all... that way when i blow it i won't be as pissed off... everyone is out in my house so i'm gunna go enjoy this rare solitude.... probably by taking a nap... later

Date:	2002-05-09 21:23
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	curious
Music:	avril lavigne- complicated

ah my life is such chaos... i'm working saturday from 7:30- 1-:30... bryan just called and wants me to go to a bbq on saturday... and he wants to get a hotel room after prom... god the kid wants to have sex with me... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i gotta stay up to watch er... later peoples

Date:	2002-05-09 08:33
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	nervous
Music:	boxcar racer- I feel so

well i stayed home this morning to study for my AP Computer Science exam which is this afternoon.... i have given up on studying though... here's my rational- if i dont know it by now i'm not going to know it by 11:30 so why bother???... i plan on using that excuse next week for APES too LoL... i am doing school work though.... more portfolio shit wooo hoooo... i feel bad for those suckers who are in school now... well i'm gunna clean my room now instead of studying... later peeps

Date:	2002-05-07 22:04
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	productive
Music:	flickerstck- beautiful

well i have spent all afternoon since i woke up working on the artifacts section of my portfolio... it's coming out awesome so far... i had the worst migraine ever today... i really thought i was going to die... so i slept until like 6 o'clock and i've been doing work since then... i NEED to stay up to watch the osbournes so i'm just going to keep doing work... back to work now... later

Date:	2002-05-03 14:33
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cranky
Music:	craig david- walking away

school wasn't really that bad today... sepdawg was absent so bev went and got bagels... i went and visited bon during lunch... cheese dick was absent so i did nothing in there... i'm going to the baseball game at 5... it's so beautiful out it's hard to be in a bad mood... this weekend i plan on doing homework... all weekend... well sunday me and meg are going to the special olympics in smithtown... time to drive the bitch to work... later

Date:	2002-05-02 21:16
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick
Music:	hoobastank- running away

I feel like i'm going to die... I really don't know if i've ever felt this sick before... i just put 35 pages of my creative writing portfolio together... since my nose is sooo stuffed up i cant really breathe or sleep so i'm just going to do homework until my brain shuts off... maybe i'll stay home late tomorrow since we do have a sub for sepdawg 1st and 2nd period... today may have been one of the worst days of my life... everyone pissed me off... i mean i'm not an agreeable person to begin with but today i was exceptionally moody... i would say sorry if i pissed you off today but i'm not going to because i'm really not sorry... time to study for spelling and vocab... woo hoooo... laterz

Date:	2002-04-30 17:57
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper
Music:	dj sammy- heaven

Well... APES final tomorrow morning and I haven't studied at all nor do I plan on it... Volleyball tournament tonight... the team: me, alex, matt g, huendy, clark and luke... sounds like we really have a chance, huh?... once again, I need to go out and it is pouring... my senior pics are tomorrow... what a scary notion... my throat is killing me... my head hurts for a change LoL.. juliet is continously harassing me about my aim profile, but i like the song and the lyrics, so it's staying, at least for now... if you have any good ideas for what i should put on my profile be a doll and tell me.. well fockers i'm out... later

Date:	2002-04-28 19:40
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	mischievous
Music:	vanessa carlton- ordinary day

yes, i'm feeling mischievous, but i don't know why... i'm now on the phone with bonnie instead of doing any homework at all tonight... APES final wednesday amd i have no intentions of studying for it whatsoever... it should be a joke... juliet and spence def fought world war 3 today, i must say it was quite amusing... wow senior pics are this week... it's almost over... shedding a tear ... i can't wait to get the hell out of here... i think i'm gunna go start some homework now or watch the simpsons... later ho

Date:	2002-04-25 14:51
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	productive
Music:	Lit- My Own Worst Enemy

I'm getting ready to go get my hair cut... When I get home I'm going to do hardcore homework... Well I must go... later ho

Date:	2002-04-24 22:30
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	hopeful
Music:	default- wasting my time

I'm sooo confused... I think he's got way too many issues for me to handle... If I could only like a normal guy, without major attachments to his ex... My life would be soo much easier then... Every guy I ever like turns into a major project just to get them even a smidgen interested... I think I need to expand my borders beyond the WI losers... I really don't think there is a guy in this school who is worth the effort... When I find a town with any potential at all I'll let you all know... Maybe I'll just skip the neighboring towns and go try Hofstra... that just might work....

Date:	2002-04-24 19:02
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	distressed
Music:	Phantom Planet- California

I think I'm going to kill Juliet... She wants to put this TERRIBLE picture of me up on the band website... Well things aren't going so well with lover boy, my suspicions were correct... she has a bigger rack than me, what can i do (wear a water bra LoL)... The ball is in his court now and he can do with it what he pleases... I mean it's all I can do... Things are out of my control now... How come I can never find a guy that feels the same way towards me as i feel towards him??

Date:	2002-04-23 17:58
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cynical
Music:	our lady peace- somewhere out there

Yea well today was just another day from hell... like every other day basically... time to do homework now... peace out ho

Date:	2002-04-22 16:07
Subject:	Boredom
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored
Music:	brian regan, bc i have no life according to juliet

It's 4 o'clock in the afternoon and I'm sitting in my room in my pjs thinking about taking a nap... Juliet says I should just call him but I can't... I mean what if he thinks I'm like a stalker... I'm going to wait it out and see what happens... hopefulyl something will... well my bed is callin my name... later ho